Ley Lines

Can I come out to play
I know I hide behind
Self-inflicted scars and
Too many I never saw
Coming from entities close and far
Finer lines crisscrossing
My ley lines to bury
Myself in for too long
Crawl my way up away
Can I come out to play
Far from these lines threatening
Paler everyday but anger stays
Even in growing distant memories
With each tearful flood
Finer lines crisscrossing
My ley lines to bury
Myself in for too long
Crawl my way up
See more than pain
At long last maybe I can
Be more than inflicted
Can I come out to play?